December 2009
43 posts
and it feels like the first time.
i love you. made my world a better place. it’s time to party now! shame, you’re already in 2010. on the other side of the world. but we will be fine.
Dec 31st
impossible.
how am i to fix you? if you don’t know what you want. how am i to know? please, honey, release me. no rushing. i just hope one day enlightment will come and save you. and us. just like a rainbow up in the sky. i do love you. and i will. wherever we go in life.
Dec 28th
“look what i did to you, look what you did to me fix it.”
– Ryan Adams, “Fix It”
Dec 27th
“i know it’s not a game but it feels like losing when someone you love...”
– Ryan Adams, “Fix it”
Dec 27th
“don’t say it’s not the end of the world”
Dec 19th
cold, very cold.
its -17 in Poland right now. But thats okay. Im headed to Switzerland. -28. do you even ski when its THAT cold?
Dec 18th
Dec 17th
lily
i totally forgot about this song. <3 reminds me of NF. and aus07. actually, i think lily reminds me of NF. and aus07.
Dec 17th
“Oh yes, I’m fine, everything’s just wonderful.”
– Lily Allen
Dec 17th
“i suppose it’s just the way the cookie crumbles …?”
– Lily Allen
Dec 17th
“oh jesus christ almighty. do i feel alright ? no, not slightly.”
– Lily Allen
Dec 17th
unbelievable
heartache. who is she? and why is she there? is she the reason why you dont answer my calls? ouch. edit: nope. i am the reason why you dont answer my calls.
Dec 17th
la nuit du chasseur.
i am addicted to this song and to the entire album maybe because its the last thing he sent to me. or maybe because its so damn good… un, deux, trois, cinq. pray to your god, open your heart. whatever you do, don’t be afraid of the dark honest to god, ill break your heart ill tear you to pieces ill rip you apart. <3
Dec 16th
!
i really, really, really want a shepherd’s pie now!
Dec 15th
masochism
Ryan Adams - Memories of You Ryan Adams - Two Ryan Adams - Goodnight Rose i’m in pain. not yet enough.
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
push.
away? do i deserve to have you, even if only on my mind….
Dec 15th
“Sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve”
Dec 15th
“i only wanna be your one life stand”
– Hot Chip
Dec 15th
vonzipper
i really like this shirt you were wearing friday night… that i know about only from the photographs she took.
Dec 15th
Does she wait for 11:11 every day to wish about...
myheartgoesknockknock: Does she braid your hair when you lay in her lap? Does she smile out the window and mouth ‘I love you’ when you’re walking up the sidewalk to her house? Does she trace hearts on your palm when you’re watching a movie with her? Does she laugh at all your jokes? Does she roll around the field with you? Does she stay after school and wait for you to visit? Does she know...
Dec 15th
“I wish they called us ‘adorable together’ again.”
– A
Dec 14th
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Dec 12th
Bold what is true:
1. I think my friends are beautiful and they make me feel ugly sometimes 2. I wish I was an only child 3. I want the world to be as it was when the Native Americans lived 4. I wish I could tell people how I really feel, instead of running scared 5. My best friend is fake, and sometimes I don’t know why I’m friends with her 6. The boy I’m currently infatuated with has me more confused than any...
Dec 12th
Bold what you like:
thechocolatebrigade: 1) Striped socks. 2) Winter vacation. 3) Minty breath. 4) Warm hands. 5) Sublime. 6) Proving people wrong. 7) Sketching. 8) Steel drums. 9) Tampons. 10) The Sims 2. 11) Kissing. 12) Backpacks. 13) Cloudy weather. 14) Picking out presents for people. 15) Kevin Flamme. 16) Boys. 17) Old movies. 18) Reminiscing. 19) Mario Party. 20) Orange juice. 21) Interesting people. 22)...
Dec 12th
shivers.
10 things you want for Christmas: Him puma polka dot shoes student exchange partnership with australia lots of free time new snowboard guitar hero :P my heart in one piece ticket to aus… phone etui christmas traditional food on the table! 9 musicians/bands you love: Stereophonics Editors Arctic Monkeys The Xx Bloc Party Kings of Leon The Smiths Ryan Adams & The...
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
voice.mail.
if the only way to hear your voice is to ring ang get to your voice mail. this is what im gonna do all night …
Dec 12th
answer the damn phone!
god, you make me feel … even more shit! fuckyouverymuch, there.
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
BOLD anything true:
I’m loud. (i can be) I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. (most of the time) I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My Appearance I’m shorter than 5’5. I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewlery at all times....
Dec 11th
Bold what is true:
I like Radiohead I walk up the stairs two at a time I have witnessed a moshpit I have experienced a moshpit I once caught a fish on vacation I have punched/attacked a teacher I have seen someone die I have made fried dough I have been in a New York City taxi My hair is its natural color A movie had made me cry A book has made me cry A song has made me cry I have been saved by a lifeguard I am...
Dec 11th
Bold what is true:
I have more than 4 piercings. I take showers in the morning. I love bubble baths. Like omfg. I have never watched “American Idol”. Highschool sucks. I have a website other than a tumblr I’ve seen an episode of “The O.C.”. Family Guy is awesome. WTF is Family Guy? I love rock music. I hate country music. I live in Florida. I have more guy friends than girl friends. I like to draw. PDA disgusts...
Dec 11th
Bold if you've done it:
went out of your way just to see someone started to laugh but played it off as a cough pretended to text in an awkward situation been inside of a police vehicle worked where there were always lots of children around liked music by someone younger than you liked a song just because of the lyrics kept track of your calories scratched yourself in public told someone you would always love them had...
Dec 11th
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Dec 9th
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ListenSmile, though your heart is aching…
Dec 9th
him.
he was everything she ever dreamed of & everything all these boys ever promised to be
Dec 9th
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Dec 6th
hmm,
mam ochotę pojechać nad morze. bardzo spontaniczny wyjazd. dzisiaj, jutro, za chwilę..? morze, plaża, wiatr, resztki słońca… to jak, jedziemy ? i feel like goin to the seaside. very spontaneous roadtrip. today, tomorrow, in a moment..? the sea, the beach, the wind, reminder of the sunshine… so, … comin’? [i do know that its been a  year. i just … meh. got...
Dec 4th